Time’s wound grows in me
With each new passing day.
I comfort myself with sky and sleep
With words on paper
And music that sings
Of another’s man’s sorrow.
I destroy everything I love
Because that destruction
Is another form of love.
I sit still in the sun all day
Learning how to stop thinking.
I breathe.
I only breathe.
There is a woman somewhere
Waiting for me.
This is my mission in life:
To find love that will redeem me.
I will keep saying no
To the things that bind me
To my solitude.
And if halfway down the road
I will stumble and fall
This will comfort me:
That I had the courage
To walk my own way.
thanks for the invisible gift.